Sometimes I sit and laugh at myself. I'm so eccentric, and often I feel so incoherent. Gah, even my room screams "RANDOM!" from my one wall full of maps and flags, to the bookcase stuffed with dolls, to the "art" I've posted, to the plastic Disney characters I collected as a little one.

We were talking in English today about Holden Claufield in The Catcher in the Rye. He's definitely not a linear character. You follow the exact path of his thoughts, and they jump all over the place. I kept thinking about how I think (makes me sound crazy) and if I were to sit and say every little thought that came into my head NO ONE would understand anything about me. Or maybe they would understand everything.

Either way sometimes I feel like a lunatic for over thinking everything. See even now, I have no idea where I'm going with this post. I feel "all over the place" and I guess that's not a bad thing.

Question: If someone is clinically insane. Do they realize it? Do they understand that they are not considered normal?

I know I'm not crazy. I was just wondering. :\