If you called me "treasure" why do I feel so forgotten? Haha you know, I'm always gonna be an outsider. Especially with me traveling and all. You know then you NEVER fit in. And I've always hated that most...not feeling connected to everyone else, left out, what have you. I feel like it's not ok for me to be mad. Gah, I mean, I let you vent and take it out on me...is it so wrong for me to want the same? Is that unfair? Or am I overreacting....yeah, that's it. I'm just being retarded and emotional and irrational. I hate myself for that most days.
I swore this blog wasn't going to be some dramatic cheesy teenage pity party. And look how well I've accomplished that so far. :\
I'm so ready to leave. I know it's unrealistic but I feel that if I leave I'll be able to get away from everything I know and then I'll be able to hear you better. Which is crazy cause I tend to do the EXACT opposite, and you know that.
"Hopelessness has left us falling. Don't look to me, I'm falling just as fast as you." -Ivoryline "Left Us Falling"
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