I've been here before. Except that I have seen and know a lot more now than I did back then. So I'm still just as scared, but in different ways, for different reasons. Scared because I know that things are changing, and there's nothing I can do about it. Scared because I'm realizing that although I love change, not everyone does, and it's a lot harder to change the longer you've been the same and the older you become.
I knew there was a reason I didn't want to grow up...it's scary.
It's scary to realize that a year is such a small span of time, and yet so much happens in one year, weddings, funerals, bills, jobs, dreams met and others broken. And then to realize that next year already holds so many other changes.
I fell that if I were to meet the "Me" from this time last year, or from May even, I would not recognize myself, in a mostly good way I suppose.
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Time is such a crazy, crazy thing. Sometimes I want it to speed up so bad that I can't stand it. Other times, I dread all the unknowns - especially for the reasons you mentioned. I love how sensitive you are to the world around you. A whole lotta beautiful wonderful things are coming out of your life.
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