Monday, March 15, 2010

How do you solve a problem like Maria?

In case you haven't noticed, or I haven't told you lately. I think too much. Particularly about myself I feel. So today instead of watching mindless tv, I read and thought some more...although I should have been working. And here's what I came up with:

1)I have too much up-beat music on my ipod. :\

2)I'm a wishful thinker, but always bring others back to reality (sometimes rather harshly)

3)I'm not sure I really like who I am, partly due to the fact that who I am is someone who becomes what others want (if that makes sense at all)

4)I have no self-discipline whatsoever. None.

5)Unless of course I have to push myself to do something for others.

6)I have this feeling I will always be a restless nomad (even if only in my dreams)

7)I'm not nearly as attached to my family as I pretend to be or once was

8)I'm one of the biggest hypocrites you'll ever meet

9)One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone else knows me better than I do...and points it out.

10)I am MOST heavily influenced by the literature I read and the music I listen to (and what others tell me)

11)I don't easily forget insults (or forgive...as much as I want to)

12)Other biggest pet peeve: When you don't believe me....you never believe me it feels

13)I love hospitals and dentists and doctors....but I HATE being around sick people....it makes me squirm.

14)I always feel like I talk about myself too much....or think.

Yeah. Okay. I'm ridiculous. I know. I'm going to stop now. I've decided one day I'm going to leave. I should be a nun. I think I'd make an excellent nun if I do say so myself. Just point me to the abbey and give me a name tag reading "Maria". :\

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