I'll always love you. And I'll always always be there for you when you call. But I can't be around you anymore. It breaks my heart, but we are going in completely different directions. Already, we have nothing in common, nothing except precious memories. I'm not sure how to deal with this quite yet.
The way you talk to about "others" and their negative attitude is how I feel about you. Once again, I'm the dork. And all of sudden you're the cool kid. Honestly, it's one reason I'm really looking forward to college, it'll be easier to find people with more of the same interests. But it still hurts.
I really don't want to judge you, and I hope I'm not. But I feel like you're growing apart, not only from me, but from Jesus too. I hope it's just me being "moody" as you call it. I don't know, but your words seem so harsh. I feel like I can't talk to you without feeling attacked or ignored.
I guess I always knew we had to grow up. But I had hoped and imagined it wouldn't be like this, or painful at all. I'm sorry.
Sincerely,
Your Old Pal
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