We have what's called an orientation group which is basically a small group for people to get to know each some people and get acclimated to the school.
One of the first days we met we went around and shared what we wanted out of college. It broke my heart to hear one guy say: "My whole life I've pretty much had a good direction. I came to college to get lost."
Today we were just playing around and saying what 3 things we would wish for and another guy said: "I would wish to know what Real Faith or what God is."
I know that those two men and the other people that God has blessed me with getting to know are so completely ordained by God and that He has big plans for me these four years and is molding not only the hearts of those on my campus, but also my own heart. My Jesus is using this difficult time to pull me into His arms and I love that. I'm beginning to understand how to lean on Him even when I'm hurting and really don't understand what's going on. I love Jesus so much more than I ever thought I could. It's crazy to see how much I've grown. Seriously, every time I think about it it blows my mind.
I don't know exactly what God has planned this year, but it's going to be big. I can feel it in my bones.
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