The Job You Want

Let's start off with some fun, shall we?

You ever have one of those moments where you're surrounded by such genuine friends that you mentally step back a minute and think "is this real? Of course this is real. How on earth did I get so blessed?!" I've had quite a few of those moments this week.

So that now when I'm alone for the weekend I get to step back and remember that this is only 2/3 of my life. I have an entire family back home, not to mention all of the other friends, or even still the friends that have gone their own ways as well. It's a strange feeling: to remember.

It makes me laugh/cringe to think that things will change again. That flippy-floppy feeling of wanting the better things to come but feeling content with things as they are. I can't say I regret moving on in life. Nope, it's been nothing but great awesomeness.

So then, I'll remember that now. I do not regret moving forward. And I am seeking forward with Christ, closer to His heart.

"In your presence God, I'm completely satisfied. For you I sing, I dance, rejoice in this divine romance. Lift my heart and my hands to show my love, to show my love." -Divine Romance by Phil Wickham

I'm so thankful for the friendships God's provided. Thankful that I'm finally able to feel like I am a piece of the group and not just "the new kid" or "the younger tagalong" or something ridiculous like that. I have friends who have things in common with me and have similar goals/ideals. People I can relate to and that can relate to me, even if they don't really know it yet. People who will be honest with me, hold me accountable and I won't feel attacked or belittled.

But I think the thing that has meant the most to me is that these people include me and seem to truly appreciate me, even if I was the awkward creepy one at first. ;)