So, I'm pretty overwhelmed right now.
This song is the epitome of how I wish I could feel right now. But what I really feel is like I just want to crawl into a hole. I want so desperately to hear nothing but "the cry of my lover," my God and dare the world to "take your shot" but I feel like I have one too many holes in me at the moment.
Peter was the one who always tried to do the right thing. He wanted so badly to follow Jesus, so He climbed out of the boat. And as soon and he took his eyes off of Jesus he face-planted into the Mediterranean Sea... God told Peter that he was destined for greatness, that's why his name was changed to "rock," and still he denied Christ because he wasn't sure it was worth it.
It is worth it though, I know that in my heart, but I'm too tired.
"Why must everyone go away? Why can't things just stay as they are?" -Jo March from Little Women
"I wanna change but I can't and I just know that I'll never fit in anywhere." -Jo March (the one character in a book that I proudly compare myself to)
Note to self: Never again say that you like change...because God will definitely bring it. He always does that.
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