What have I done?

I miss being around people who love Jesus. People who want to talk about Jesus. People who want to read the Word and eat it and chew on it for hours. People who want to worship and dance and pray for hours.

I need to get into the Word. I need to spend time with my Jesus. I miss Him. It's that disappointed feeling, like you walk into a party expecting to see your best friend and you end up standing by the punch bowl or coat rack all night because you don't feel like pushing through people to go find your friend. You don't feel like screaming so people can hear you or tell people that you don't wanna listen to their story about what juice they had at lunch before you need to talk to your friend about what's He's working on at the moment.

Grrr...